The Week In Review

The week has just got to be the worse week of my life. I have never felt so lost and confused ever. ( and i fell sick too! ) And this just proves that i'm crazy.

I kept telling myself that it's all in the head, that it's only my imagination running wild and what ever possible scenario that i acted out in my head is all fake but no, i still tumbled into emotional darkness. All thanks to who??

All thanks to me, myself and i.

I am such a weeper. But then again, the silver cloud behind this emotional tumble is that i realised what great friends i have. And i kept remembering the words of a wise one who said that "he'll be there for me even when ______ is gone."

Or something like that. I think i actually re-phrased the whole thing but then again, the bottom line is still the same. (=

And i really should drilled this into my head, that everything is not over yet and i shouldn't go around counting the chicks before they hatch because it'll only make me feel worse.

I just realised that i'm one confused person! So let me get back on my feet.