I'm not feeling well today. I really hate this. . . this "thing" that reduces me to tears ever so often. I seriously had enough of this crying spell. I tried my very best to be positive but i can't seem to shake off this underlying sadness.

I wanna put a stop to this horrible feeling . I want it to end.

My lecturer is such a mean bitch today. He extended lessons for 2 hours and i was stuck in the room from 1pm to 5pm. And the worse thing was, i was being such a good student. Usually for his lesson, i would be the last to enter and the very first to leave but today, i was among the first few to arrive and the last one to leave. And in between the lessons, he just had to nag at me to stop skipping his class, saying that "the exams are near" and all the rubbish that i don't want to listen to.

Just one more week of mindless lectures and i am done with school. to brood alone at home.