To The Moon And Back

I never imagine that i could get hurt like that.

Why can't i get someone decent?
Why can't i get someone who would love me for me?
Who would love my free spirited ways and not take advantage of it?
Someone who would give me the moon if he could,
Someone who would appreciate me for who i am, and not because of the spare cash that i have.

It's scary to fall in love again. To get hurt all over again. It's scary to trust someone to not hurt you. Frankly speaking, i don't have anymore faith in this thing called Love.

Except for "loving" CiuBie. Because right now, fantasizing about him is the only thing that is keeping me sane. To get my life back on track, to let me know that things will get better in days to come.