Cover The Face.

I can't wait for exams to be over. I have never been this bone tired before. Didn't knew that exams can be so mentally and physically taxing. I don't think i'm stressed. I've never been stressed studying for exams before. I never felt pressured to study very hard eventhough my parents are kind of relying on my to go to the U. Not that i imagine myself getting into one since my mother keep telling me that im not good enough to enter.

.sigh.

I want to move on, but it's hard. Especially when you have Dennis Tan as a friend because he keep telling me that it's not love between me and CiuBie. Dennis Tan keeps dashing my hopes of snagging CiuBie. He keep snuffing out the fire between CiuBie and me. That's why we both "cannot get it on". He's just a sadist who cannot see me happy. He's not letting me live my dream of hugging CiuBie. And he's not letting me fall in love again. *sniff*

MEN.

You see the problem is, Dennis wants me to "get it on" with one of our classmates but i told Dennis that it is impossible since we're classmates and the momentum would be totally off and everything would just be freaking awkward. And furthermore, if i were to "get it on" with the classmate, i cannot flirt with other guys in school! And i'm not interested in the guy in school, i'm only interested in CiuBie, the ultimate-ly hug-able guy. Because i mentioned before, sometimes all i need is just a hug.

And after reading my post, he's going to say i'm crazy and full of bull.

p.s. hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. i'm gonna get bitch-slapped!