Hope that you'll forgive me.

Things have been great but i find something not quite right. I know things can and will get better but i need to get over this hurdle first. And by "this hurdle", i don't for the life of me know what yet.

This "thing" keep sapping my energy and leaving me tired, physically and mentally. It's not right when everything is going great now ya know?

For once, i wanna know what's happening in my life and having the courage to take control of it and then, walking away without any inch of 'what ifs' and all those 'maybes'.

I'm gonna stop blogging for abit. I'm even considering privatising my blog or even deleting it.