Gotta smile because i deserve to.

I don't know whether i'm back up but its definitely better than a few days ago. I know that i can be happy about stuffs again but i don't know why i'm pushing myself to remain down. Maybe it's because of me wanting the old life back. Not so much as last time but the slightest feeling of wanting the old is back. What can i say, i'm just a creature of habit baby. I love being comforted by the fact that things will always remain the same no matter what. But sadly to say, that's not how life work isn't it? heh.

If i really try hard and not every little thing get me down like always, i know i can surely get over this hurdle and be free. The most important thing in my life now is reaching my goal and be the very best that i can.

And by the way, my hair is no longer highlighted in gold, it's back to red. And i'm feeling blue and missing that wild streak. )'=