Is it Friday already?

I wanna invest in a very good moisturiser for my hands and feet so that it'll be extra smooth. I never seem to get very good ones and after a few days of using the product, i'll leave it in one corner to rot and turn bad.

Other than that, today has been a really bad day because i let my emotions get the better of me and i can't seem to pull myself out of my "emo-ism" or whatever it is called since i am too lazy to think of the proper word now.

Another sad thing is that i have to dye my hair black back soon because the hair is growing. It is sad because i love my hair alot and am emotionally attached to the colour. Also, there's a reason behind the colour and stuffs. There's a history to it.

I just pledged to behave a few days back because i realised that this is seriously a trial and testing period for me and i am the type to swim instead of sink in any difficult situation. Furthermore, this is just not me. I don't behave like this and i want the old me back. But the thing is, i want it but i'm too tired to do it and am letting setbacks hurl me down.

And i have 3 more weeks till school reopens. Atleast that is something. *fake, weak smile*


xoxo,
Much Loves