I want to break free.

Sometimes, i wanna put a stop to this misery because i think i had enough but the thought of throwing away what we have after all the problems that we went through pull me back.

The answer is very obvious and the decision was made, i gave the green light but why am i still hoping?

bleargh.

I am making up my own feelings when there is actually nothing to be upset about.

I'm sorry.

but not that you know. so ssshhhhh.

p.s. i feel better already. See what happens when you face reality and stop having make believe negative thoughts? (=