Mummy's sick again. Don't know whether she's working today. Damn MSN not working again. Unable to check whether she's online or not.

bleargh.

Morning class just ended. And i planned to skip the whole of afternoon classes to study in the library.

good girl right?

heh.

Really sick of coming to school, what with everything that is happening now.

why? can someone just tell me why? there's 3 of you for god's sake and all it takes is for one of you to explain it to me. i don't bite you know.

can't believe the plates shifted just like that. out of the blue man. out of the blue. got me shocked, surprise and seriously upset. i now know how earthquake victims feel. tell me how can i not hate school now?!!

But on a better note, it got me kinda motivated to study.

take that!

But well, it's kinda hard to not feel upset over this. It's like you're out on a yatch cruising lazily, just enjoying the sea breeze and all. And after a while, you fall asleep but when you wake up, you find yourself in the middle of the ocean with your boat already thousands of feet below.

And you'll start wondering what happened, how'd it happened and most importantly, you feel freaking lost i tell ya, LOST.

And after awhile, you'll still be reeling from the shock and sudden-ness of it all.

Urgh. whatever.

somethings just cannot be told.

is it my fault? or is it yours? or worse, is it his fault? has it always been his fault? or is it just plain jealousy, through and through?

don't ask me questions, you wouldn't like to know the problem.

anyway, somebody's leg is freaking stinking the whole of the library. blardy basket, never wash leg still got the cheek to come to school. Just like those people who don't bother bathing in the morning and then coming to school.

i wonder where's asyraf. heard that he was looking for me but we don't have each other's number. farneeeeeeeeee!