Today, i waited at the house bus stop thinking that i'm not able attend class. I just wanted to go home and cry. But i boarded the bus anyway.

Today, i was not in the mood for anything.

Today, tears just flowed out in the bus, on the way to school.

Today, i saw Ash and Azhar sitting at cheers.

Today, i stuffed myself with ciggies because i'm down. Seriously down.

Today, i contemplated buying a few more packs and just sit down somewhere to puff all the misery away.

Today, i had McFlurry but it didn't help improve my mood one bit.

Today, the abang2 in class shit-ted me upside down for what i've down yesterday.

Today, i've coughed like mad.

Today, my throat hurts more.

Today, i swear my lungs feels like exploding.

Today, tears rolled down on the way home.

Today, i wished i've met him yesterday.

Today, i'm still in a bad mood.


Yesterday, i did, or rather, SAID something to hurt his feelings real bad.

Yesterday, i wished i can turn back the time.

Yesterday, i was supposed to meet him.

Yesterday, i threw that chance away.

Yesterday, i had no mood.

Yesterday, i didn't do photography.

Yesterday, i accidentally burned my hair.

Yesterday, i coughed like mad. And my throat really hurts.

Yesterday, i didn't sleep the whole night.

Yesterday, was the first time you said the F word to me.

Yesterday, was the first time you told me to shut up.

Yesterday, both our moods were affected.


And whoever said that depression can be cured seriously did not experience depression before.