Sad-ded

So skipped Analogue Electronics class today. Not in the least interested as, well, im never interested in studying. So head on down to the library for some 2 hour lepak session. After that, had to head on down to the workshop to do some dirty, greasy, hot, practical stuff.


And oh great, by the way, i just received a mail from my MDCAD lecturer. He told me off for my "disinterested behaviour in MDCAD class". And to make matters worse, he cc-ed the whole email to my class advisor. Now im in double trouble. My class advisor has started "arrowing" me from day one and now, THIS just have to happen. And to top that off, i have to attend Engineering Maths remedial because i scored "20 marks or less". I think.

shucks. what luck.

I can't get mad because this is all my doing. My fault.

Anyway, finished my lathe turning and met up with the best friend after that. Headed to Jurong point since we're both near the area. Got some stuffs at Toys 'R' Us and im proud to say that IM OFFICIALLY THE PROUD MEMBER OF TOYS 'R' US!!

haha.


yea i know its childish but don't you just love being a kid?? heh.


I can't get mad but im seriously pissed off. Confirm, chop and guarantee that tomorrow during Engineering Mechanics lesson, Mr. Advisor would surely talk to me. Shit larh. And i seriously hate him big time. If you're not satisfied with my behaviour, talk to me personally, DON'T arrow me.


Seriously oh.my.god.
And i thought i can have a clean break in poly. No more getting into trouble at all but looks like the lecturers will be paying more attention to me. But as long as they don't tell the parents.

Have been getting into trouble with the parents too. With the mother, for being too busy with school, photography and friends and NOT with the family. And father, with coming home late almost everynight. It's my fault larh actually, im not setting my priorities right. Im letting photography and friends take first place when STUDIES and FAMILY should come first. I have always been like this but i think this time, it's worse.

.sigh. Looks like there'll be no more wednesday lepak sessions with the boys and no more cabut-ting class. Life is so gonna be boring. And i've made up my mind to skip maths class tomorrow since homework is obviously not done and im not gona pay attention in class so what's the point?

Okay so back to merayap-ing with the bestie just now. It was fun since we haven't met up for quite some time. I mean really hang out. Lots of laugh and reminiscence of the old times. Got into trouble in the train when i gave a disgusted look to a guy and laughed right in his face when he turned to stare at me. heh. Wanted to control my laughter until he turned away, but the best friend was also looking so no choice but to laugh out loud. And the malay guy fucken stare at us for the longest time ever. Not forgetting complaining to his girlfriend about it. Like what can she do man? Slap me? heh. Whatever larh eh.

heh heh.


Will be heading to Far East this wednesday to collect my "Photographer" T-shirt. Gona wear it on thursday's photographic event. Then will be heading down to the best friend's house on Friday for some chilling session.

Urgh. And im getting more forgetful these days. Like really muddled to the core. Too many things on my mind maybe.

shucks.


damn sad-ded. And looks like i have to tone down my wilful behaviour from now on.

And i need a motivational boost in my life.