To sum it up. . .

So went to the new CC today. They totally ARE short of staffs. And the roster is like fuck. But i DO get to work early for most of the time and that's not THAT cool since i have to wake up damn early. Anyway, the staffs at TGCC are uber cool man since they're young and hyper. But a bit mental up there.

heh.



Damnit! Anna Molly just rock my socks!! Incubus really make me wanna head bang real hardcore. I so need to put Anna Molly into my hp. AND, get a bigger memory card. Seriously cannot wait for next year's April performance since the band wanted to play Anna Molly. And yea, i DO know that Anna Molly ain't gonna be easy peasy as The Reason BUT we're willing to try so there!



So, Monday was officially my last day at KBCC and i was really damn upset. I mean come on man, the peeps there are totally uber super nice. Excluding those weirdos there who can't stop hitting on me. heh heh.


Speaking of hitting on me, i seriously don't see the relationship in men wanting to sleep with me just because i look good. (There she goes again rambling about all this shit. IM A FIRST CLASS NARCISSIST ALRIGHT SO GO EAT SHIT IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT!!!)

I have to put up with people stabbing me in the back and doing all that ridiculous nonsence that only girls can do but men too? Do they have to cause all this trouble for me?


If you say this is part and parcel of life, i seriously do not want to grow up then, since growing up make me socialise with MILLIONS OF BIG BAD WOLF WHO'S ONLY INTERESTED IN EATING UP LITTLE RED RIDING HOOD.


Furthermore, growing up is no big deal. When u age, more responsibility and social constraint are thrown at you. When i was a teeny tot, i used to think that daddy and mummy are able to solve anything problem in the world and they're gona protect me till the day i die since THEY ARE grown up right. But being a young adult myself, i find that i cant do wrong without facing major consequences(Read: Jail term). Last time, once caught doing wrong, all i get was disciplinary actions with a spot of black on my record and that's it since im able to go into secondary education and stuffs.


Furthermore, being a young adult myself, i find that sometimes, i can't solve problems by myself and it sucks big time and im usually at a loss so i either ignore it or charge into it head on and cause more harm than damage.


Mummy also told me that since im older and suposedly more sensible, i should be more tolerant of morons and idiots and not act so hot-temperedly. (Yes mummy, i know i should have attend the anger management class but.. ) Mummy don't want to see me suffer the consequences just because of my fool hardy.


Anyway, i just wanna be 16 forever. And if anybody asked, tell them im 16. ^_^