Stereotypes

Nabeh. The draft that i saved wasn't acutally saved so now i have to reblog the whole post again.
sheesh.

Anyway, my voice quality has been sucky lately eversince i started smoking again and taking in second-hand smoke. (Can't help it Marlboro smells soooo good!! ^_^) But since smoking have been doing things to my respiratory system, i decided to give another shot at stopping but this time, i know i ain't gonna pick it up again because i kinda get breathless easily and i'll get a fucking irritating sore throat everyday. (Unless of course monsieur daryl offers me a stick)

Anyway, ON THE OTHER NEWS...


Vidya told me the other day that she wished she was pretty. And i told her don't even think about it because this being pretty isn't on the outside only. To speak the truth, i have a hard time being pretty mainly because guys would only want to talk to you because of you looks.

Say for example the other day this guy told me on MSN that he has a crush on me because im pretty.

I wouldn't want people to like me because of my looks. I prefer someone who will like me for me. Furthermore, if i would turn ugly one day, would the person still like me? Definitely not.


And anyway, being pretty is hard work. Especially when your personality and character don't match your looks. Many a time people would say that i look gentle, sweet and all that shit but i curse, swear and is aggressive when they get to know me. (Especially when some fool is foolish enough to rub me the wrong way. ) They told me that im the total opposite of what im frigging suposed to be. They judge , stereotype and catergorised me by my looks and thinks that oh! since she's so fucking sweet, she must be so pure, innocent and naive. Ohhh what the fuck!

And these people are normally typical kental malay guys who has an infatuation with me. LOL.
Not that i give a fuck about them. And anyway, they're so not my type larh because my type is the tall, dark and handsome one eh affa??

hehe.


It's not that i don't like being pretty . I do, you know. I appreciate seeing something nice when looking into a mirror but its just that guys like them makes me want to sometimes throw acid on my face. LOL.

P.S. And oh yea..old men do sometimes leer. and that's gross.