My post is RAD like you.

This is radical.


Had a quarrel with the boyfriend yesterday. Oh man. It was one hell of a quarrel all right. And i can't believe im so damn impulsive! ( I thought i curb that long ago but i thought wrong ) I threaten to dump him if he were to ask me that question again. LOL.

What a joke eh? Luckily, he came online and we managed to solve it instead of manifesting it in to something bigger.


Well, anyway, went to the docs this morning since i've been having difficulty in breathing since a few weeks ago. Of course the doctor scolded me for not coming earlier but what to do? I was pretty tied up.


The night before, i msged Muz and told him that i may have asthma and he was like its chronic and whatsoever. And when i relate my suspicion to the doctor, she made me undergo X-Ray, a Heart test and Blood test. And i was at the clinic for 4 hours.


Results came and lo and behold! Doctor suspects that i have asthma but have not had enough evidence to really prove it BUT, she told me that i have DEPRESSION..!!!


Yes, depression. The illness that makes you sad and stuffs. Like wth. Me? Depression? Oh jeez.


I really cannot believe my ears when she said that. I can't have depression. Im always happy. (and in denial too it seems. )


Well, and then the doctor wanted to refer me to Tan Tock Seng for counselling. (As if i had not have enough counselling sessions in secondary schools!! ) But i opted out since im in denial. haha.
But since i refused Tan Tock Seng's professional help, she referred me to the polyclinic's social worker, who have yet to call me to make an appointment.


Best of all, the doctor prescribed some anti-depressant for me to stay calm. How cool is that? I can get to heaven like this. (= If you know me, you'll know what i mean. ^_^


Ouh and by the way, im meeting daddy for break fasting this wednesday and i can't wait!

And i still love you so you know. And you're uber rad.