Lost.

I don't like it that it is the start of a new month. I don't like it that time passes really slow. I keep looking at the calendar and hoping that it will be a new month soon. Don't know why, i'm just not looking forward to July.

Maybe i'm just not looking forward to the third week of July. Cause i know you'll just leave me stranded again. And i hate myself for being so stupid to believe in you.

I hate all these feelings because it makes me don't wanna go to school anymore. I don't have the mood to attend classes and i seriously don't have the strength to face a new day.

I guess i'm just not strong enough and we're back to square one again.