Scissors, paper, stone

I really don't know what to update about but i really feel like updating.

Right.

Let me start by praising myself by saying that i am such a good girl because school starts at 12pm today but i came to school earlier at 7.30am to study for my maths quiz later. And i'm going to drown myself in melted ice cream if i do not pass this paper.

And...i am still not able to sleep at night!!

For the past few days, i have been going to bed early because eventhough i turn in early, i still feel so frigging tired the next day and it feels as though i have never slept a wink the night before.

Even when i am so tired, my eyes refuses to close and i kept tossing and turning and waking up every few minutes.


And the worse thing is. . .


Last night, while helping my mother to cook for dinner, i heard some ducks quacking in the forest facing my house. But i dismissed the idea of ducks actually quacking at night because i seem to be the only one who is able to hear it. ( Fuck! That is so scary! )

I couldn't be bothered at all and returned to my room, alone.

Until my father had to come into my room and ask me whether i had heard quacking. He was doing the dusk prayer when he heard it making so much noise.

I have been living in that estate for close to 10 years. The first few years of me living there was pretty scary since i wasn't used to the forest facing my bedroom and the fact that i always sense someone or something constantly watching my every move. And i had this prickly feeling most of the time. And my sister told me once that she felt someone pinched her arm.

And in this year alone, i heard shrill laughter, ducks quacking and whispers. And it seems like i am the only one who is experiencing it.

Right.

I haven't been wearing my ear studs to close to 2 months and when i decided to put it on today, the hole was already closing and my earlobes is a little sore and itchy. Which is quite irritating because i have this habit of touching my earlobes.

And i still haven't even started on my Minutes which is due this friday ( i think ).

Okay i wanna go pee now.