Sent mummy off yesterday. It was certainly emotional. The mother that hasn't left our side for 21 years has left us for her much needed break. After all these years of slogging as a wife and mother, we should let her go for her ramadhan pilgrimage because that was what she was yearning for all this while. If i couldn't make her happy with my results and life, by not being selfish and holding her back, i know that could make her happy.

I know she'll only be gone for 12 days but mummy has never left us before and being old enough to watch her go is painful.

Furthermore, eventhough she has a full time job, husband and 3 kids to take care of, we each are very close to our mother. Hell! To tell you the truth, she has even talked to him before eventhough i like to keep my personal life away from my family.

Right. Now that she's gone for a while, i was tasked by everybody to take care of everybody's needs. Now, i can really feel how mummy must have felt. But thank god she's not gone forever and i can atleast wait for her return.