Martini for lunch.

"to love someone is to set them free, but why am i still so unhappy?"

This is sick. It'll be the 1st of October in less than 2 hours time and i should be happy, not mopping around the house like this. But thank god for 311 because sometimes, you just need something small to turn things around.

These past few weeks were kind of an eye opener for me. Couples who had bought same colour baju kurungs have been breaking up. Even a few days before tomorrow. Made me realise that life is just so unpredictable. Anything can just happen.

I am so not looking forward to tomorrow anymore. It's those who never fast who looks forward for tomorrow but it's those who fast who don't look forward for tomorrow. I just realise that the relatives that i had been visiting these past few years really had nothing to do with me.

I went because my father forced me to.

And i'm not happy you know. All this pushing and pulling. But then again, i should be grateful that i still can celebrate Hari Raya and gorge myself to death with my grandmother's cooking because some people out there have to work the whole of tomorrow and can't even solat hari raya.

Especially if your work is to defend/protect singapore or in the emergency unit. Those life-threatening ones.

Can somebody tell me why my right eye is constantly twitching???

salam aidilfitri everyone.