I Love Red, Purple And Blue.

Officially 19 today. Not that it's such a big deal because everyone ages every year. Furthermore i have to add another year to my ex-18 years old and with age come fine lines which is totally scaring me because i am just too young to have fine lines. (Not that i have, but the thought is just scary.)

And anyway, i'm not going to go all cliché and do what everybody does, which is to list down what they did for the past one year. I don't see a reason to look back because the past is the past and i need to move forward to achieve things in life. There is also no point in regretting stuffs that i did not do or did because tell me, what's the point? I just want to embrace my 19-ness because you're not 19 forever, only for 365 days starting today. (for me that is.)

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Not in the mood to celebrate or anything so today is still a normal day for me. Birthday wishes from Poly mates and the resident bad-ass boy actually wished me a happy birthday.

touched~

But yesterday was simply rad. It's never about how expensive the gift is but it's the thought behind it that counts. A rose (or two, or three!) usually gets me tearing. But the highlight for yesterday is during the end. When i got the surprise that got me tearing non-stop. Which still reduce me to tears when i think about it today, tomorrow and last night. Every little things mean something. and i know some mean people are asking me to quit being a cry baby because this is not the first time i have cried over the phone and giving the person the chance to laugh at me.

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I know i'm supposed to be happy and all that stuffs since it's my birthday and it's only once a year, but.....but..... but thanks for the birthday wishes nice friends! *hint, hint* (some people actually surprise me with the kind of wishes that they gave)

Lastly, i am just so touched with what happened yesterday that i have not got over it.

grrr...and i am craving for chocolate cake.