I think i acted like a child today. First day of school always got me doing that. I remember the time when i was in Primary One, i cried in school because i was scared. And mummy had to come down and comfort me. Thank god we lived just beside the school.

Now, it's a different story. First day, i just run to my friends for comfort when the first-day-monster scare me. I know it's childish but i still have not rid myself of first day traumas. And to make things worse, this semester, we're split into different classes. I don't know what time the guys will be in, what time will they be let out, where the heck are they and all that shit.

It really scare me to not see any familiar face around (there are familiar faces but only one or two) and it kind of make me feel lost.

It's like as though i am in Year One again.

But then again, the difference in Year One and the seniors are that on the first day, the Year Twos and Threes slacked like hell. They don't bother coming to school on time, skip lessons, just walk in and out of the classroom like nobody's business and of course, behaving like the parents own the bloody damn school.

And of course i acted that way today, everyday. (=