Not in a chocolate kind of mood

All these responsibilities are taking it's toll on me.

Just wish i could break free.


On the same note,

some people are just so rude but i'm not gonna explain further, while some people are just plain disrespectful.

They demand respect and would throw a hissy fit (if not, beat the fcuk outta you or give you a dressing down) if not given enough respect but they themselves don't give other people the respect they need.

Practice what you preach can??

It's fucking pissing me off big time.

One day, i'm gonna give you a horrible, horrible scolding that you deserve. Now just you wait.

I'm in a fcuking bad mood.

Anway, i don't know what's happening.

I can't get to sleep these days, even when i'm dead tired. I don't think it's a good thing, or maybe my body is used to me having little sleep. I don't know about insomnia because i can't even sleep in the day. I get less than 4hours of sleep everyday and to make matters worse, i have the habit of waking up in the middle of the night and i can't get back to sleep after that.

And having the lack of sleep is not helping my mood at all, especially when i'm prone to having emotional breakdowns everyday.

I don't wana go to the doctor because all they ever do is to give you prescription drugs and tell you that you're gonna be okay and that there's gonna be a cure but up till now, i don't see any freaking cure.


(disgressing)
whatever man. i don't have the energy to argue with you anymore. not today, not tomorrow. I know it'll scar me for keeping it in but if talking to you can make it worse, i rather scar myself to death.