Love

I really feel better after my last post. It's like i have always been thinking of him and it silently turns into a deadly habit which i cant control.

After letting it all out, i realised that i have stopped thinking of him at all.

It makes it easier for me.

I find that i don't have to seek solace in thinking of you as i've come to terms that you're not real.

You're just a phase in my life.

But one good thing about you is you force my mind to be mature and be rational about things.

It's amazing how the human mind can simply let go and get on with life once it let it all out.

Thank you for everything and hope i can see you as part of my life and not something i conjure up.


Love