A place called Bahrain

Eversince i heard the news from HIM, i dreaded going to school. I was never afraid to attend school before, but now....because of THAT decision im starting to dread school. Anyway, i cried in the toilet just now, when i was taking a bath. I cried because i am sooooooo afraid to attend school tomorrow. It's not that i did something wrong but it's because of the emotional turmoil that i have to face tomorrow. The thought of facing those already-made decision frightened. I never thought of telling anyone this before but sometimes it's best to pour out your feelings when your're stuck in between or something. I promised myself that i will go and talk to Mr Kheng about all these stuffs but i decided to not talk to him because im afraid that he will tell that Farahiah. And in turn, Farah will tell my mum. If only they know what im goin through right now. But past experiences will make you grow sstronger right? So i think i'll just hafta put up with it. Anyway, my grandma is gona bring me to Turkey after my N levels. Woohoo!!! My parents wanted to go to Langkawi and they hafta go alone 'cause my grandma is taking me to Turkey. How cool is that?!!! Furthermore, we're going to turkey during the winter season!!! Brrr..!! Haha..!!