I have?

Ppl change time to time

yup

i have really changed a lot

1 of my guy frens commented 2 me

saying dat i used 2 b his good fren

but nw

i hv dis heck care attitude

i used 2 b his lil' sis

telling him my probs n stuff

haiz..

i so tink i changed 2

i've become more bitchy

studies hv slacken

attitude problem

n more daring in a bad way

i tink

after arguing w my fren yesterday

i realise dat

im d gerl next door no more

more of d bitch next door

coz some of his words hit home

and real hard

i was lying down in bed and decided

dat my future is in my own hands

so stop wrecking it!

coz im already hell-bent on suicide n destruction

n shit! im a manic-depressive

n dats wad i reali hate d most

dun reali understand myself

so hw do u suppose i explain me 2 u?

dats damn hard

hvn't cry 4 a long time..

suppose i start nw?

mayb nt

later cnt stop

haiz..

reali good gerl turn bad

bt nw trying hard to be good agn